I had a goodwill relationship with a GIRL whom I have been thinking a daughter to me and living on her affection.I do not know why her lover took it otherwise and made her promise not to talk with me which makes me so depressed  that I get unbearable pain.My heart aches and  too my mind becomes numb.I feel as if I am going to die soon.What should I do to survive.such a simple cause becomes the cause of a large pain which pulls me to the  oblivion.I think it would be extremely difficult for any man to bear the pain of a loss of any love whatsoever.

Oh! I am so much worried for nothing.Depressed. Harassed and puzzled.Life is so.We greatly compromise for our living.I never had done it earlier.Should I better die than doing all these ugly things.I am in the college where I serve.+2 exam is continuing and Eng is the subject in Science stream.Everybody is busy in helping the students except me.I am rather misbehaved and prefer to die than doing all these.